Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Struggle With the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary Monday morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a intense pain bloomed behind my right eye. Then came quick stabs, like lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the discomfort subsided and then returned with greater force. Four times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks returned repeatedly that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically start with severe pain behind a single eye that persists up to several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically begin with sudden, excruciating agony around one eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in periodic bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the figure dropped to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her teens, similar to many triggers, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as drunken episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Still, the inability to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The first account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient medical records propose bizarre remedies for what modern experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international headache committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the head. Leading experts in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed patient history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode passed.
Official guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the attacks of some people.
But consultant neurologists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive therapy alone. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a